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“Physical Pain in Recovery”

Before I type another word, let me first say that I claim amateur status. I am not a doctor or healer of any kind. But I have chronic pain and have had it all of the 31 years I’ve been clean and sober. Have had more medical procedures than I’d like to count. Though physical pain thresholds are different for different people, pain is painful! Some have a high tolerance for pain, some much lower. Pain is very hard to quantify. After saying all that, it is still possible that my experience may have some value somewhere for someone dealing…

“Cravings!”

“Cravings!” Often times in early recovery, and sometimes beyond, you may experience cravings. And it doesn’t matter what your “drug of choice” was, the cravings will be similar and you will feel the desire to pursue them. I am about one month out of treatment and staying clean and sober, but lately I’ve been feeling the urge to get high. How do I deal with these cravings? It is not unusual to have this occur, especially if not very long out of treatment. In fact cravings are a byproduct of whatever you drink, shoot, snort, swallow, or smoke. Your body…

“Marijuana is now legal?!”

“Marijuana is now legal?!” Recreational marijuana use is now legal in California as well as eight other states. There are several other states that have approved use of marijuana for medical issues. I am clean and sober for over a year now and pot was never a problem for me. I often have problems sleeping and someone told me I could get a prescription for pot that would help with my sleep trouble. Why would that jeopardize my recovery? Sleep problems are common for many in recovery and even those who have never had an issue with drugs or alcohol.…

“The Kid with a Kid Goes to College”

The Kid with a Kid Goes to College As I mentioned in a previous blog, I became a single parent in my 40s. I would have to say it was the hardest and loneliest thing I’ve ever done. My daughter was ten when she moved in with me and we really didn’t know each other very well. Her mother and I split up when she was three. There was a long road of work ahead for us. But I am grateful for it now. While attempting to raise a child with all the limit setting and rite of passage a…

” My Newcomer Job?”

” My Newcomer Job?” When I first got clean and sober I didn’t have a job and hadn’t really had a legitimate one in quite awhile. Being in the program now I had a sponsor and his direction was now to go out and apply for six jobs a day. I didn’t have any skills or a car or drivers license, so I didn’t make the six applications a day. I was closer to two or three. With a little help I had a resume of some kind, with a little creativity, not lying just sharing the positive parts on…

A little ditty on the “Big Book”, Alcoholics Anonymous (Working With Others).

A little ditty on the “Big Book”, Alcoholics Anonymous (Working With Others). Now comes an action step. This will always save you in tough times and keep you steady in the day to day ups and downs that can be known as living life on life’s terms sober. As the opening of this chapter states; “Practical experience shows that nothing will so much insure immunity from drinking as intensive work with other alcoholics. It works when other activities fail. This is our twelfth suggestion:” Why is there an entire chapter for the 12th step? At the time this book was…

A little ditty on the “Big Book”, Alcoholics Anonymous (Into Action).

A little ditty on the “Big Book”, Alcoholics Anonymous (Into Action). Now that we have made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to God as we understand him and have written down all the things that are blocking us, it is time for more action. The book states in many ways that faith without works is dead, and this program is not about thinking, or feeling, it is about doing. There is more work to do in order to be free from the insanity of alcoholism. What steps are covered in chapter 6? “Into Action” covers…

A little ditty on the “Big Book”, Alcoholics Anonymous (How it Works).

A little ditty on the “Big Book”, Alcoholics Anonymous(How it Works). Does this chapter explain the whole program? No, not the whole program. This chapter introduces the twelve steps, which is the whole program, followed by a breakdown of steps 3 and 4. Chapter 5 is very much an instructional chapter. It does start out with some strong statements such as; “Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path”. This statement suggests that if you follow the directions you will have success at this thing called sobriety. The first page states that even if someone…

A little ditty on the “Big Book” of Alcoholics Anonymous (We Agnostics).

A little ditty on the “Big Book” of Alcoholics Anonymous (We Agnostics). What is an Agnostic? The word broken down from Greek is, A meaning without, and gnosis meaning knowledge. So Agnostic means without knowledge. People tend to use Atheist and Agnostic as the same thing but they are not. An Agnostic is one without knowledge of God. In other words An Agnostic means one who does not know if God is or is not. Whereas an Atheist means one who believes there is no God at all. Why is there an entire chapter dedicated to this topic? As is…

A little ditty on the “Big Book”, Alcoholics Anonymous (The doctors opinion).

A little ditty on the “Big Book”, Alcoholics Anonymous (The doctors opinion). Who was the doctor that wrote this? William D. Silkworth, M.D. was Director of the Charles B. Towns Hospital for Drug and Alcohol Addictions in New York City, where he had treated, one of the founding members of AA, Bill W. several times before and was asked to write a letter on their behalf. Because of what he had seen in Bill and the few men that soon followed, the doctor was very happy to write a positive recommendation to put in their book. Why was this doctor’s…