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“Cravings!”

“Cravings!” Often times in early recovery, and sometimes beyond, you may experience cravings. And it doesn’t matter what your “drug of choice” was, the cravings will be similar and you will feel the desire to pursue them. I am about one month out of treatment and staying clean and sober, but lately I’ve been feeling the urge to get high. How do I deal with these cravings? It is not unusual to have this occur, especially if not very long out of treatment. In fact cravings are a byproduct of whatever you drink, shoot, snort, swallow, or smoke. Your body…

“Marijuana is now legal?!”

“Marijuana is now legal?!” Recreational marijuana use is now legal in California as well as eight other states. There are several other states that have approved use of marijuana for medical issues. I am clean and sober for over a year now and pot was never a problem for me. I often have problems sleeping and someone told me I could get a prescription for pot that would help with my sleep trouble. Why would that jeopardize my recovery? Sleep problems are common for many in recovery and even those who have never had an issue with drugs or alcohol.…

“Going back to School in Sobriety”

“Going back to School in Sobriety” Of course, in order to go back to school, you would need to have gone there in the first place, right? So I never really followed through with the staying in school part. Because of that I had to start at the high school level of courses, to begin with, but eventually received a Bachelor of Science in Computer Science-with a minor in math. (the minor in math is the funny part. I was always terrible at math. Today, not so much). I was nearing sixty years old when I graduated. So time/age is…

“How to get Through the Holidays Clean and Sober”

“How to get Through the Holidays Clean and Sober” For recovering alcoholics and addicts, the holidays can be a rough time. Especially in early recovery when you can be more vulnerable to going out. This time of year has been called the Bermuda triangle for clean and sober people. Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year’s Eve can be dangerous times for newcomers, or anyone for that matter. Lots of stress and expectations. Party, party, party! I do not have any family around and don’t know that many people in recovery. Should I just hide out at home on the holidays? I…

Twelve Step Meetings

Twelve Step Meetings At this point there is a smaller and smaller portion of our population that have not heard of “recovery or twelve meetings”. Alcoholics Anonymous meetings for alcoholics, Narcotics anonymous meetings for addicts, CA for cocaine addicts, GA for gamblers, OA, ACA, and on and on. Also Al-anon for family members and others who love an alcoholic, and Nar-anon for those with drug addicts in their lives. If you have an obsession with something or even someone, there is a program and fellowship for you. It has been suggested that I go to some meetings. Why? What do…

Losing People in Sobriety

Losing People in Sobriety When I got the gift of physical sobriety, one of the painful things I (we) have had to go through is losing people out of my life. First I had to stay away from my drinking and using friends, when I was newly sober. Then as I stayed sober I lost friends that went back out and never made it back. Next was the loss of friends and family who passed away. Friendships that fade or change drastically. It is all tough on the emotional level to deal with. Of course any good therapist would tell…

“The Kid with a Kid Goes to College”

The Kid with a Kid Goes to College As I mentioned in a previous blog, I became a single parent in my 40s. I would have to say it was the hardest and loneliest thing I’ve ever done. My daughter was ten when she moved in with me and we really didn’t know each other very well. Her mother and I split up when she was three. There was a long road of work ahead for us. But I am grateful for it now. While attempting to raise a child with all the limit setting and rite of passage a…

“Single Parent in Sobriety”

“Single Parent in Sobriety” When I was placed in a position where I was ready to do something that I didn’t really want (Sobriety), knew wouldn’t work (live sober), and didn’t understand (the 12 steps); that’s when I stayed clean and sober. In the program they call that willingness, I suppose. I had a three year old daughter, whom I hadn’t seen in over a year. Her mother and I cared about each other but didn’t know anything about living. We had very poor tools. Crystal meth and booze were the bad tools. I finally left this woman as our…

“Life on Life’s Terms”

Life on Life’s Terms On my 60th day sober I awoke completely paralyzed on the left side of my body. And I mean completely. I had no idea what had happened but my first thought was ; “Now what?” I could not wiggle a toe or finger. My left side was dead. Know what I did. I took forever to get dressed with one hand, but did it. I’ve heard it said over the years that; “even if your ass falls off, pick it up and bringing it to the meeting”. Well I took my right hand and was able…

A little ditty on the “Big Book” of Alcoholics Anonymous (DOCTOR BOB’S NIGHTMARE)

A little ditty on the “Big Book” of Alcoholics Anonymous (DOCTOR BOB’S NIGHTMARE) Why is Doctor Bob’s story always the first in the story section in all four editions of the Alcoholics Anonymous books? Dr. Bob Smith was the co-founder of the program. The date of the start of the program of Alcoholics Anonymous was marked on the day of Dr Bob’s last drink, June 10th 1935. It was a morning bottle of beer to calm the jitters so he could do a procedure that morning. Together Bill and Bob realized that in order to continue to stay sober they…